12px;" />
(0_0) WaTs ThE MeANiNg Of LiFe (0_0)Hmm.. I alway wondering wats the meaning of life??? Must be weird tat i will say tis rite.. Hahahaha... Nothing much actually, i'm juz wondering. To me, at time i think tat life is really wonderful bt at time it really sux alot. The wonderful time is when u r surrounded by all the happiness tat ppl gif u, ppl love u, ppl care abt u & really care hw u feel toward everything.. The happiest moment in my life is where i haf such a caring & lovely family tat in the pass i didnt realise till i grown up (coz last time i really like to stay out late & dun feel like going home), having a group of Playful : Funky : Understanding : Lovely best buddy+sisters ard me to keep me company when i feel down or sad (the most memorable things is everytime we go oversea coz all of us will get more close to each other & get crazy together : by the way we r all frenz for abt 9-10yrs le),having a bf tat is alway by my side to guide me thru all the miserable days, love me & pamper me also giving my precious Noei for my christmas present 3yrs back (Noei baby is naughty at all time, keeping barking at everybody she saw bt when she is a gal she really melt ur heart so i love her alot alot.As for the most sucky days in life is tat when u put effort in doing all the things properly bt ppl dun really appreciate, all they say is tat is nt gd enough try harder next time (obviously tat my job), being treated like trash (when they need u, they will be damn fucking nice to u bt when they think tat the dun need u, they wont even lay their eyes on u),trying very hard to proof everything bt in the end other ppl will take the credit instead of u (wont these ppl feel ashame of themselves when they look into the mirror),wanted to gif my family a very relax & gd life bt u dun even knw whether can u really do tat.... Haiz... Cant my life be more simple???? Sometimes all the things haf been giving me pressure till i cant even breathe, everythings are all pushing towards me... Wat if 1 day i really cant take it anymore although i'm alway being the strong 1 bt i will still collapse. Ppl will tell me cry if u really wanna to bt the pro is even nw i wanna cry i dun even haf the strength to do so... All i want is to relax myself frm all the pressure to make myself feel better. Fuck every shit things tat happen to me...
PoSt By CoRiNe;
Tuesday, October 14, 2008;